Public school my past

[vizardgirlzola]

When I was a kid I went to public school and it was horrible. I was bullied because I was weird and my teacher in fifth grade called me her "Pet-Peeve". In 7th grade I was called a bitch and a slut by a girl and I reported it to the principle. I told her everything my boyfriend was there with me. He helped in telling about it. The girl also shoved me off the play structure so I was just a little bit mad...just a little... moving on. After we were done telling her she told us that she would talk to the girl that bullied me but she did...NOTHING! She didn't talk about it with my parents or the girl. I am not going to name people because that might end up in a fight.

My mom went to a parent teacher conference, also when I was in 7th grade, and when she came home she didn't want to talk to me or my younger siblings just stormed off to her bedroom. I overheard her and my dad talking and my mom was cursing about my math teacher. My math teacher had spouted what seemed to me ten or twenty lies about me there and told my mom that I didn't belong in the school.

Ever heard of F's in public school? I haven't! All of the schools I went to besides when I started private school in 8th grade passed me purposely. When I arrived at the private school in 8th grade I was placed in 5th grade math. Being in public school set me back in math three years! I was getting F's left and right because I didn't understand at all what they were teaching in history in science.

The reason I was bullied my entire life is because I have been ill my entire life with stuff there isn't a cure for. I have ADD, ADHD, Asburgers (high-functioning Austium), Dislexia, and Disgraphia. It was hard for me to make friends and my way of getting out of hard situations with other kids would be violence. I solved my impulse problems by the way. My so to be called friends would start rumors about me and it would be months before I would know about it.

I am a computer geek I know how to do almost everything on a computer. But my problem is I cant get off of it. I will watch youtube for hours or skype people that are offline trying to get them online. Its hard to admit all of this stuff but it feels good to get it off of my chest.

I am not normal I am me. If I am bullied now I walk away. If I get an F now I try my best to bring it up. If I am in trouble I will face the consequences without fear or sadness.

If you have read this thread that means you actually care and I like people who care~

[Zaroque]

It's a good idea to get this out.
And that's horrible, I've seen it happening to other people, and thankfully I had a good reputation in my old school, so when I saw it going on I stopped it myself. I've become home educated in the end now.

It just goes to show what Public schools are like, I know a lot of people who came from Public's schools and have done really badly due to the amount of bullies and bad education, at least you're not in that school any more.

[Virus]

I'm in a public school, and let me tell you; it sucks.
My teacher is huge (height-wise) and scary so I'm frightened to ask him a question. Also he's my math teacher and I have an F in math, so that doesn't help any.

I'm glad you're facing your fears and doing whatever you can to fix it.
If you need to talk to me or need any help whatsoever on this topic, do tell us. It's better to let it off your chest than to keep it in.

[vizardgirlzola]

Thanks o^-^o